I'm sure I don't need to tell you this, but life sure is some kind of crazy, mixed-up rollercoaster ride. The ups and downs, the push and pull of it all...it's enough to make a person go completely mad! Unless you can manage to sit back and enjoy the journey when it all goes sideways, that is. Or at least muddle through when it's all at its murkiest.
And yet there's beauty to be found in the whole ridiculous mess, and that's where I'm sitting right now. Maybe I don't completely know where I'm going, but I certainly know who I am and where I've been, and that makes all the uncertainty worthwhile. This feeling probably won't last because, well...nothing ever really does in the strictest sense, but that doesn't mean I'll stop hoping that the good stuff somehow manages to outweigh the bad.
So, for now - in this very moment - I'm feeling good. Maybe even great. And as we all know, the art that flows from the soul is a reflection of our innermost thoughts, feelings, opinions, beliefs, blah, blah, blah...you get the idea. I mean, this wasn't really supposed to become some long-winded thing, but it's late and I'm still surfing the highs, and yesterday my clock turned over another full year of existence that has culminated in a wiser, more interesting, and somehow even weirder version of me.
I guess I'm meandering, but I don't really care, so if you're reading this - to quote someone infinitely special to me - "Sorry, not sorry." I may have actually said it first, but so what? By the way, here's a fun new Electric Ambient track that I finished recently. Whee~!
johnfn
I tried to comment with just ":)" but newgrounds said it was too short.
Oh well.
Happy birthday!
ChronoNomad
Haha, thanks man! I really appreciate it. Stay awesome. ^__^